i recognize that as a christian, I’m to accept that despite the saddness that comes with the death of someone you know, you are to welcome it and realize the gift that this person is getting, the gift of heaven and eternal life. I get that.
But i cannot handle the fact that people are removed from their mortal beings on earth, removed from people who loved them, removed from their jobs and their every day lives, to enjoy happiness in heaven.
in fact, i down right hate it.
I know its not right of me to wish that people who are suffering from illnesses would stay on earth and suffer, but i cant handle loving enough to let them go, my mental capacity just cant understand it.